she has no reason or right to blame me.
but yet she does,
and apparently things aren't settled, not on her end.
i thought we were both on the same page, but she apparently doesn't understand what page she wants herself to be on.
so fuck it, i'm done caring about her.
she does nothing but take advantage of people caring about her, and takes them for granted.
she thinks that i'm going to be sitting here waiting, for when she wants to be friends? wrong
she thinks that just because i care about her, that i'll cater to her every mood swing? wrong
i'm fucking done with this bullshit.
i'm not her lapdog,
sure i liked her, sure i would have liked nothing more than to be with her at one time.
but that time is past. i'm done i say.
but whatever, she wants to delete me on facebook and twitter, and then try and say that this entire mess is my fault?
fuck it i'm not gonna deal.
i care about her.
but i care about myself too.
and as painful as it is to see her in this state, she needs some help, she needs a friend, but i try to be one and she doesn't want it. so then i'm not going to be it for her.
she can try and earn the right to have me care when the time comes she can pull her head out of her own sorry ass.
and i'm not apologizing for anything in here. so if she reads it, i don't care.
i honestly don't know if i'm ever even gonna write in this blog again
i've given up caring,
TRIP
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