Confused...

i've never been more confused...

this one sure is something peculiar, and i don't know whether i'm waiting or wasting...

i'd like to think i'm waiting, that in time all will be right, and i'll get the chance i want so badly, but the reality of the fact seems that i'm sitting here wasting my time, praying to a god who doesn't listen, and hoping for a chance that won't come.

i would just like some quantification that i'm not delusional here, that the time will come...

the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, expecting different results, and right now i feel just a little bit insane...

with love,

TRIP