In this world there's real and make believe

i downloaded 'The EDGE' today

and i've been listening to it non stop since i have.

i'll admit, for an Ultimate Rock Collection, it has a good variety,

but the vast majority of rock songs are kinda depressing.

and i generally don't like depressing, but its whatever, it's put me in a thinking mood.

and those that know me know that a thinking mood isn't the healthiest thing for the fate of the world.

but unfortunately this isn't a maniacal take over the world, pinky and the brain style, type of thinking mood.

its been a weird kinda wondering where my life is going kinda thinking moods.

like why i have so few friends, and why my friends always seem to fade away after such a brief time. it's rather depressing to think of, and i can't really put my finger on it, so i'm just gonna let it go.

guess i'll try to make new friends, but i've never been all that great at that.

not like i have much of a choice...

o, and this song is on now, and i really like it

One more kiss could be the best thing
One more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
This seems real to me

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
not knowin what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
This seems real to me

You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me go...
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I know...
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go