If Only...

If we could change our minds about how our hearts feel about someone, then what would be the use of feeling something about them at all?

if we could choose who we hate,

if we could choose who we love,

and if we could change these feelings in between heart beats,

then we would have no hate, but at the same time we'd have no love...

If we could decided who to love and hate by what best suits us at a particular time, then we would never experience bad times, no hate, no fighting, no war. but at the same time, we would never experience true love, and in the same course- never be truly happy.

it is these defining moments, the times when we love or hate someone when it inconveniences our daily lives- these are the feelings that are truest, that define who we really are.

one sided loves, and silent grudges...

this is real life...

it may be heaven, or it may be hell, but noone can live in purgatory.

and if you aren't happy,

at least be grateful you're not deluded.

TRIP