Dreams only last for one night...

walk it off, shrug it off, live life and and forget the rest...

at least i try, but persevere pain does.

and i'm done

until i get an apology, and a sincere one.

i can't stop caring, i just can't bring myself to do it, but i sure as hell can stop trying to be a good friend and a decent person.

and cut her off from me just as well as she tried to cut me out.

and it sucks, cuz i like her enough to want her around, even as just a friend, and i can be a great friend if she ever gives me a chance.

but not until, not until she apologizes.

but she's the most stubborn person i've ever met, i don't know if she's even capable of apologizing.

but none of this was my fault, not any more than it was her own. and i'm not going to sit back and be blamed.

until then...

TRIP

caught in a cold sweat
start splitting hairs
i'm drinking too much i'm on my way to striking out
go to sleep with the pressure of everyone
watching and waiting
im yours for the taking
but still have my doubts

before you ask which way to go
remember where you've been

stay awake
get a grip and get out your safe
from the weight of the world just take
a second to set things straight
i'll be fine
even though i'm not always right
i can count on the sun to shine
dedication takes a lifetime
but dreams only last for a night