for once, alcohol kind of helped fix a problem that it first created.
alcohol loosens up the nerves, and i can't remember being sober for more than an hour or two for the past 5 or 6 days.
it's been an experience, but tonight was different.
tonight i drank with friends for fun, instead of just drinking to keep myself occupied and keep my mind off of things.
tonight was good though.
we drank, got a decent buzz, if nothing else, and just talked.
about past mistakes- and regrets, and where we are in the world as of now.
my mind is at ease.
i know i'm not completely over it, but she is, and she's happy with someone else, and i'm ok with that
time heals all wounds, this should be no different.
so i'm, if not happy, then i'm content.
and i can deal with content.
at least i think i managed to keep her around as a friend. maybe even a better friend than before this whole mess...
one can only hope...
and while i'm hoping, till next time.
TRIP
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